WHAT LIES BENEATH - "A ROAR IN THE WIND."

by blackthelion

ALL MY LIFE  THERE'S BEEN THIS EPISODE WHERE I'VE HAD TO BATTLE WITH DEPRESSION WITHOUT ANY MEDICATION AND AT TIMES I FEEL LIKE IT'S GETTING BIGGER. LIKE IT'S GROWING BEYOND MY CONTROL. THINGS I USE TO LIKE TO DO I HATE TO DO! MY ATTENTION SPAN IS SHORTER AND I FIND IT HARDER TO BE PRESENT WHEN SOME PEOPLE ARE CONVERSATING WITH ME. THE ONLY REASON  WHY I NEVER WANTED TO ACCEPT THE DRUGS WAS BECAUSE OF THE SIDE AFFECTS. I MEAN I WONT BE DEPRESSED BUT I COULD POSSIBLY HAVE BRAIN HEMORHAGES ETC. SO IN THIS CAGE I'VE TRIED SMOKING WEED IN ORDER TO CALM MY MIND AND NOT LET CERTAIN FEELINGS PUSH ME INTO THAT PLACE. IT WORKED FOR AWHILE BUT THEN I NEEDED MORE. I WANTED TO FEEL LOOSE AND FREE AND WILD LIKE THAT PERSON

Bernie Mac Joke Bombs at Obama Event

"I realize that having a presidential candidate that has reached this level of the game is new to us as well as historic and amazing in a country that has been overall closed minded at such an idea! Really, I understand the excitement and I too feel it and support Mr.Obama but people, my people, at some point we have to realize that there is a time and a place for everything and Bernie Mack at a political campaign where a Jerry Seinfeld may have been a more acceptable source of entertainment was not a good look for this event!"---BLACKTHELION

In CHICAGO (July 12) - Comedian Bernie Mac endured some heckling and a campaign rebuke during a surprise appearance Friday night at a fundraiser for Democratic

When its my turn to see God who will give tribute to me? Who'll read the obituary, drop flowers and wish me a peaceful journey?Will my soul rest among the best when they speak of the revolutionary?One day will the kids of the future read about me and you in the library? Tell them to label me a solutionary! Who will miss me when I am gone? I hope they temporarily mourn and move on.Who will listen to my words to get them through? Like, how I needed encouragement and I got that from you! Who will recognize the broken dialect of street fused intellect? And who will collect knowledge from what I do?I hope it's you! Will it be you who will dissect and connect to perfect what was tried and proven true? If this is true,can you say that I am a gift for uplift, and you thankfully praise the giver?